I just finished watching this AMAZING movie!! If you are bipolar, please watch it… I feel so connected with Ben Stiller and I like him as an actor but as a Director, waooo!! I want to share this movie with so many people. There is always hope! Sometimes your neighbor only needs a smile or an apple pie.
“If you can love someone with your whole heart, even one person, then there’s salvation in life. Even if you can’t get together with that person.”
― Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
I just discovered Haruki Murakami… I love him!!!!
Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better.
I took that picture a month ago in Madrid… there was no rain… now the rain is starting again.
Panama, Gulf of Chiriqui
Crater Lake, Oregon
Panama´s wildlife loosing their territory
The poet Gary Snyder who won a Pulitzer prize is the author of this title.
Some people from the past still touch our hearts.
Some people from the present still don´t get it
needs us today!
I have been in a roller coaster for years
Taking people that did not bought tickets to ride with me.
I have been building a roller coaster and with the years went out of control
I travel to keep the roller coaster going faster and higher
Im not sure where to go without my roller coaster.
I feel fragile
I feel ill
I miss them
I miss you
I miss me.
And i feel ashamed of my past words and actions
I feel that I cant ever look at them or you again
And is killing me
Because I love you.
I know it was only a fantasy
In my head
But it feels so real for moments
It felt like home.
Now I feel that I want to ended
To be horizontal with the grass and the flowers
Because Im so ashamed of me with them…and with you.
now I hate the roller coaster and want to get out.
My partner who is my best friend and completely understands me wrote this poem a few weeks ago when I was in a high mood. I have been sad because I lost a part of me during a roller coaster. Then I read this and make me feel that I want to change for them and for me. I don’t want to be a roller coaster builder… not anymore!
I didn’t buy a ticket
I didn’t have the option
To get off or choose which one
I got tied to the emotional ride of a roller coaster builder.
Who only thought of the art
And not on the surrounding individuals
I married a roller coaster builder.
Building, building and building
Faster and faster, more loops and higher
Touch space, touch the outer atmosphere
Faster than a rocket, no time to think.
your to slow for the roller coaster builder!
What do you mean two feet on the ground?
I want mine on Mars tomorrow.
So, Im building a roller coaster.
Changing the tracks as I go
And taking the people on the go,
Who didn’t buy a ticket.
Hay amigos que no se olvidan…
pero con el tiempo… se nublan
como las nubes… como el lago… el Gatún?
Hoy conocí a Eduardo H. Grecco a través de su libro y gracias a la otra Gina. Me encanta! Alguien que habla mi idioma! Waoooo!! Definitivamente los bipolares somos de otro planeta. Ese subibaja, como dice el autor es también la búsqueda del yo… Una espiritualidad… Pero científica?
“… Es que quiero sacar de ti tu mejor tú. Ese que no te viste y que yo veo, nadador por tu fondo, preciosísimo. “. – Pedro Salinas.
El mes de Mayo y de los cherry-blossom
un mes de flores, polen… y primavera.
Fue un mes difícil para mi…
otra vez sucumbí al abismo de la depresión.
Otra vez mis mente que no para y todo analiza
hasta la respiración… el tono de voz… una mirada.
En Mayo la perdí y me encontre.